Saturday, December 25, 2004
@12:02 AM
Elin sent me an sms just now but I can’t sms her back coz I haven’t reload my phone. Sorry…
Before that, I went for a relative’s wedding party near my housing area. There was a lot of ppl there but I don’t really recognize most of them. Sien…
Then I went to Jonker Walk with my family. I was hoping that the Christmas atmosphere out there would be able to change my mood. Still I’m feeling lonely. My parents are now trying to meet Santa Claus in their dream. My sis trying hard to sms her friend living in Sabah. As for me, sitting in front of my computer… Waiting for some miracle to happen… Hoping that Santa will come by to wish me Merry Christmas.
I had a very boring Christmas last year and I was hoping that this year’s Christmas will be better but it turns out to be the same. Thank God coz it can’t be any worst than celebrating Christmas alone. Even though there’s ppl around you, the feeling just isn’t right…
Merry X’mas to all of you out there~! Merry X’mas to me…
Merci poure, le triste
Friday, December 24, 2004
@1:54 AM
Lost~*
I was so lost in my very own dream...
Merci poure, le triste
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
@9:55 PM
Erm...I was trying to beautify my blog until my whole blog became blank. That was half an hour ago. Thank God no one was readin' it..gua. (Err..i hope so larr..)Then,I called CH for help but she can't really do much on the phone. You now what i did to save my blog? I registered for another blog so that i can compare what was missing in my template. Then,i just simply copy and paste them back into the 'old' blog. I don't really remember what i've done until my blog 'merajuk'. Most probably i deleted something important in the template. Luckily it's now back to normal.. =) Erm...I'm not sure whether God is a girl but i'm sure my blog is a girl. Kakaka!
Merci poure, le triste
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
@1:43 PM
Just finished reading Hiyawu’s book entitled . Great story. The one that is so real as if it is happening around us. Love in real life can’t be perfect. Sometimes it’s the imperfect that makes it seems perfect. Huh?
What a lame start for my blog. But that’s really what I’m feeling now. This is what we call ‘kekosongan jiwa’. Kakaka! What else can a 19 years old unemployed graduated single and available female penguin do at home with her very busy reading love novels younger sis other than sitting in front of the comp typing some crap as her very 1st blog to be posted out.
Sien~!
For those ppl who noe what I’ve been doing during my holiday rite before I ended up doing nothing at home like what I’m doing now, I’m sure that they’ll be pointing fingers at me and @#%+&%$#… OKOK!I did went for some trip and had a really great time. But that’s why I can feel the ‘sien’ atmosphere even stronger than before. All the trips before this is just like cocaine to me. It speeds up the impulse transmission. My body gets used to high ‘vacation’ concentration to work well. Without the ‘drug’, withdrawal symptoms develop i.e. sien lorr…
After typing so much crab, I guess I better stop now before someone started to throw eggs on their PC..
Merci poure, le triste
m.a.i.l.b.o.x
