Thursday, April 27, 2006
@10:15 PM
在我一口气把 [ 爱情魔戒 ] 在一个晚上看完后... 我的病，又复发了... 好想写些什么来纪念些什么，却不知道要写些什么...
Merci poure, le triste
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
@1:05 PM
Erm.. I have something to confess. I actually forgot to wish CH for her to turn 21st yesterday until Sotong called to remind me. GoSh~! Useless phone reminder~! I have a very good excuse though. I was going to sit for my not-so-good-in subject (Algebra) the next day and I was having a group discussion down stairs til i actually ignored my phone reminder. StuPid phone reminder and stuPid me... However, even though it's one day later... HaPpY BiRtHdAy yO~!
Long time never talk rubbish with the gang since final started. Hence, KM suggested us to have a "drain-side talk" near MPC (Multi-Purpose Court). Undeniably, girls really can talk. *Blink* From head to toe, South to North, friendship to lovers, mitos to legend... As QH said, everything won't be the same when we come back next sem. My roommates won't be my roommates anymore, QH won't be around to pampered me anymore, SC won't be around to guide me anymore, 'BIG-HEAD Soon' won't be around to tease me anymore... I'm really gonna miss my 1st year life in college very much. A year where i cried the most, laughed the most and being pampered the most. I knew my second year in U will be different. No matter how different it's going to be... I hope i can cope with it. As for QH, i hope she can cope with her new life too. I'm really gonna miss lepak-ing in her room very very much~! *Sob*
Oh ya~! Something very coincident happened this morning. I actually dreamt about SH yesterday nite and then he turned out to misscall me this morning and we started SMS-ing. I told him about the dream that i had then he asked:"Really? What kind of dream was that?" "Nothing lo.. Just you walking around in the campus in a brown T-shirt. The shirt was nice though. Muahaha..~!" Long time never chat with him d. Glad to hear from him also. Wish him all the best in his exam...
As for me, I'll be sitting for my last paper this Sunday. I'll be back to Malacca on the 1st of May-LaBouR DaY. It's a month of MAYDAY~! Hehehe... MAYDAY RoCkS yO~!
p/s: My holiday wish will be earn like mad, spend like mad and play like mad.. Erm.. I wanna slim myself down can ah?
Merci poure, le triste
Monday, April 17, 2006
@1:07 PM
To A Friend..
在雨中 我淋着你的伤痛
雨点滴入水中
看似不同却那么的相同
在风中 回忆曾有他的梦
梦飘在寒风中
感觉寒冬被那寒风刺痛
受伤后会有放下的冲动
放不下的是昨夜的梦
你问我哭过后是否会有彩虹
我说彩虹就在你心中
Merci poure, le triste
Sunday, April 16, 2006
@4:24 AM
Less than 24 hours to the 1st paper for this semester's final exam.. Just finished 'digesting' all the kuasa-kuasa of the TOP people in the parliament of Malaysia. Damn boring man~! Just like what CH mentioned in her blog, not much diffence from Alex time. Politics just simply not my piece of cake larr..
SoOo.. Just hope that I'll aim at the right answer as i bring my machine gun into the exam hall tomorrow morning. Wish me luck yo~! *Blink*
Merci poure, le triste
Thursday, April 13, 2006
@10:50 AM
It's getting towards the end of semester and the atmosphere of separation is really spreading wild in U. It is my time of graduation but i feel the hallowness in me as i walk pass the crowd of final year students. I can't imagine how many times I'll flood UPM when it comes to my time. I'll surely miss my U life although UPM isn't the top U in Malaysia. Repeating the same old piece of my sayings: " It's not the place or event that matters, it's the people gone through together that matters."
Two years more to go.. I've already thinking of which part of UPM that i wanna take photo at. Hehe.. *Blink*
Merci poure, le triste
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
@2:54 PM
My parents and my little sis paid me a visit yesterday. My sis has been complaining that my dad didn't bring her MP3 home for her. At last, the MP3 is now safe in her hand. Glad that she likes what I've chosen for her. *Blink*
Haven't been talking to my parents for quite a long time since the last time i went home. SoOo.. I really couldn't stop telling stories starting from the issue on stay college to the gossip about my weirdo Math tutor. Haha.. Oh ya~! Forgot to mention that my parents actually 'ta bao' my long time 'mengidam' food-'wan tan mee' for me as my brunch. There were EXTRA 'wan tan' and curry chicken. Yummy~! Fingers licking good~!
Back to studies after spending my time with my beloved family. Aiya.. I just simply don't like boring stuff larr.. Felt soOo sleepy when i just started to read Kenegaraan. Sien. Can i just skip this whole exam part and start enjoying my holiday ah? SIEN.SIEN. SIEN..
I WaNnA Go HoMe..............
Merci poure, le triste
Sunday, April 09, 2006
@4:15 PM
I made a BIG mistake by not coming to the library yesterday and spent my whole day back in the room doing NOTHING~! Gosh~! I was almost died of suffocation breathing in the air of tension and loneliness cause KM and KY went out for Hi-Dinner Floor where as QH and WL went back home. I was so SO lonely yesterday night.
Thus, I really feel good to be back in the library again today. I'm still alone but not alone anymore with the memories that I have with me. I'm happy for Pelf as I read through her blog cause she made her miracle happened. Although mine didn't come and the right time, I'm still happy there's once it was there.
SoOo.. Today I'm gonna lead my life to the fullest. For ME, MYSELF and I..
Merci poure, le triste
Thursday, April 06, 2006
@5:11 PM
I've been wondering whether it's me that's moody or there really is something bothering me. Thinking and thinking and thinking doesn't really help in answering the questions in me.
I'm drowning in my very own world.
A world that no one can really understand me.
Can someone just save me?
Can you please save me?...
I really hate myself when i'm moody.
Cause you don't have to say a word but i know what you're thinking.
I really hate myself when i'm angry.
Cause what i meant is not what you understand.
I really hate myself for being who i am now...
Cause i care so much til i hurt everyone else.
I really felt like running away although i know that it won't help solving problems anyway...
I really felt like leaving everything behind and back o the position i used to stay...
I really miss the gang that i originate from although i'm truthfully in love with the new gang i have now...
So God please.. Please let me think less and appreciate more
Talk less and listen more
Cry less and smile more
Expect less and give more...
I'm happy with what i have now. Only that i don't know how to make myself happier out of what i already have.
Merci poure, le triste
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
@3:36 PM
Only I know
there can be so much sadness behind such a happy man
Only I know
i'm so tiny as being compared
Only I know
i shouldn't be sad
Cause LoVe is all around just that they aren't being said
I pray for his happiness and happiness with him it shall stay..
Merci poure, le triste
Monday, April 03, 2006
@5:11 PM
"As we go on/We remember/All the time we spent together/and as our life changed/become whatever/we will still be/friends forever.."
Time flies with no mercy, I'm now standing at the end of my second semester. Yesterday, our college had this farewell kind of dinner (Hi-Dinner College) for final-year students and it was kind of sad although most of us crazy taking photos here and there. The happiness just simply couldn't cover up the sadness that was growing in the atmosphere. Prehaps I was he only one thinking too much.. but i knew I will really miss those seniors very much. *Sob*
I've a list of people that i would like to thank in this post of mine..
Thanks to BIG head Soon for being such a kind demo, nice senior and great friend all this time. (although he likes to make fun of me and also tease me a lot.) Thanks to Atuk for being such a great leader and senior. To Wai Loo and Qian Hui, thanks for letting me 'lepak' in their room for 2 sems in a row. (Wa jin jin eh ai lu~! *Blink*) To my dearest roommate (Cherng Wen), thanks for being such a nice and lovely roommate. To my buddies, thanks for letting me to be your buddy. To all that have chose to step into my life, i thank you.. Thank you for taking me as your friend. Thank God that brought us together.
SoOo.. let us end this sem with happiness, joy and laughter.
Merci poure, le triste
m.a.i.l.b.o.x
