Iwas just about to strike my 5th hour of brain-rest and then there came his sms. Gosh~! I really felt like wanna throw my E398 into the dustbin at that very moment. I could only barely fell asleep at 5 o'clock in the morning the night before.. How could he do that to me?! Went out to helped him out but i didn't really contribute much cause he didn't really know what to do also. So.. we went to TESCO and walked around. Bumped into some of his friends there and they're looking at me like 'eh hem'.. All in all, the moral behind the story is.. don't go out with male friend just being 2 of you especially those who have already got themselves occupied.*Headache* Home around 3 p.m. He was entertained by my mom. Wonder why my mom likes him so much larr.. Muahaha.. My sis actually thinks that he's better looking now. One thing i found out today. He's still wearing the watch that i gave him. I'm not thinking too much about it but it makes me think of the other watch that i gave out. There's so much memories in each of it. I'm sure both watches found their very correct owners. I'm sure they were the right guy to fall for but just fell at the wrong time.. At least there're memories to keep.. SoOo.. until i the time decided to fall again.. I'm happy as I'm single now..*Blink*
Went to watch DaVinci Code with CH and Sotong this afternoon. The movie was ok but less interesting compared to the book. Poor CH that had to keep explaining to the Sotong Kia. Muahaha.. My eyes weren't really feeling well while watching the movie and because of that i couldn't really concentrate. It's a movie worth watching though. *Blink* Continued watching [Prisan Break] at CH's house. Nice nice series although I was half asleep while watching it. Hehe.. Paiseh larr.. Told cha that my eyes weren't feeling well lo.. might due to the sleepness nights that've been haunting me recently. However, it's undeniable that my Micheal Scofield's macho-ness is extremely breath-taking man~! Please do catch it on 8TV on every Monday 10:30 p.m. Oh yeah~! I brought back some novels from CH's house as my bed time story. One of the books is [Angels and Demons] by non-other than bestselling author of the DaVinci Code -- Dan Brown. The other one is Chu's [Blue Gate Crossing]. Although i read [Blue Gate Crossing] few times before, I really don't mind reading it all over again. Hehe.. That's all for today.. Forgot to mention that I'm in a very good mood today.. A bit sleepy though.. =P
Merci poure, le triste
Thursday, May 18, 2006
@2:01 PM
好不容易等到佩仪从狮城回来了，小虹从丁 Terengganu 回来了，阿猪和火星人从 UTAR 回来了，UPM 的我和雪鱼回来了… 真的真的好不容易，大家又聚在一起了… 虽然，每一次的聚餐都没有齐人，可是至少该碰面的都碰到面了，该三八的也三八得没完没了了… 嘻嘻! 最重要的是大家高兴就好啦! 这次的聚会算是至从新年那一次吃火锅后第一次再聚在一起吧! 虽然有着聊不完的话题，却发现话题都绕着圈子在转… 相同的烦恼，相同的感受，相同的心情，一切相同得让人害怕… 让人害怕的是发现原来我们都已经逐渐踏入人生的另一个阶段，一个我们不熟悉却只能继续走下去的人生阶段… 就算有着多么多的不适应或是遇到多么多的挫折，我们都只能走下去，因为无可否认的，我们都长大了… 天啊! 一直在想，其他人到底是怎么走过去的呢? 二十一岁后的天空，那么的让人胆怯却又那么的让人期待… 那种心情，就像是小时候刚开始学骑脚踏车的时候，总是希望爸爸可以放开手，让自己靠自己的能力与技术在空地上奔驰… 可是，在那同时，却害怕在爸爸松开手后，自己会因为失去平衡而摔跤… 好矛盾的我，好矛盾的心情… 爸爸说过：“我们可以给你的，是最最好的学问与生存的技巧… 接下来的路要怎么走，就靠你们自己了…”… 二十一岁后的天空，有着我们向往的自由，却也有着所有大人所面对的负担… 未来的路就要靠自己的力量去闯了… 大家就一起加油咯! 最近，我似乎每晚都有严重的失眠… 躺在床上，脑海里重复浮现一样的疑问，非一般思考后就能得到答案的疑问… 也不是旁人分析就可以为我揭开的谜底… 这样的失眠状况似乎慢慢地成为的一种习惯，习惯在睡前躺在床上发呆，想一想自己的幼稚，想一想自己的未来，想一想火星人所发表的[伟大计划]… 未来… 套一句老话说：[ I see no future and I don’t know whether my future sees me or not…] [ Peter Pan syndrome ] 再一次的漫延… 潜伏在心里已久的它，又开始发作了… 虽然明知道挣扎后是改变不了什么的，却仍然希望可以为自己做些什么，让下一秒的自己活得没有遗憾… 我真的是好一个 Peter Pan 迷哦! 真的有些懊恼捏! 到底什么时候才要长大捏? 再酱下去真的不能了啦! Ah dhui… 懊恼-ing… *Sigh* 不过，还好这一路走来有姐妹们的陪伴… 也很感激一路上扶了我一把的恩人们 such as 阿顺和一直都很疼我的大佬 ＋ 兄弟们… 还有非常疼爱我的爸爸妈妈… 爱你们哟～! 嘻嘻… 对了! 说到大佬，大佬终于决定要穿上医生袍当医生了! 我相信大佬将来会是一位很好很好的医生… 看到大佬可以实现自己的梦想，我真的替他非常高兴… 医生曾几何时也在我小时候的志愿表上出现过，可是现在对我来说却是一件很遥远的事了… 大佬，要加油哦! I know you can do it~!
Merci poure, le triste
Sunday, May 14, 2006
@10:37 PM
HaPpY MoTheR's DaY yOo~! I LoVe yOu MoM... Hehe...
Merci poure, le triste
Saturday, May 13, 2006
@12:51 PM
It hurts to see you cry But it hurts even more to see you struggle We hope to see you happy But what can we do to make you happy? This is the time we feel that the power of sisters is so tiny This is the time we can only stand by your side and be supportive So.. Be strong my girl.. We know you can go thru it Once you go thru it It'll be a part of your life's history and history it'll be..
The sentence noted with a * was taken from a message that he sent me before. He might not remember but I totally agree that 坎坷路后会是幸福...
I haven't been posting for the past few days cause I have too much to write yet found no point to start. Talked to a friend on the phone for almost 4 hours til 5 o' clock in the morning. She made me think of something that I didn't really put in consideration before. It's a topic that worth considering about it.. And I'm considering about it..
Talked to another friend on the phone just now. (I've been talking on phone quite often recently..) I was expecting some sad story from her but it turned out to be a quite entertaining one. Hehehe.. Glad that she's now quite okay now. Sometimes I'm really envy of her that she can actually talk about it so openly and solve it like an adult. How I wish I could..?*Sigh*
Read KM blog yesterday and I was like huiYoooOo~! I guess little KM is really growing up. *Blink* Life couldn't be any better as long as we're doing what we like.. I might be old fashion and all that but please do count me in if you all go for clubbing ya~! Although my parents are going to kill me for that.. Hehehe..
9th of May.. The month of May doesn't really turn out to be what I've been hoping.. Tomorrow will be a better day.. I truly believe in that.
Merci poure, le triste
Sunday, May 07, 2006
@1:37 AM
I watched [Kiss] AGAIN.. This would be be the 5th time. Every tiny little scence in this drama series makes me think of him.. It hurts but it helps to keep me awake..
Merci poure, le triste
Saturday, May 06, 2006
@1:53 AM
Went to have our long-time 'mengidam' lut-lut with the same old gang but with extra one new member.. Yes.. Adam kia it is. Hope that we didn't really scare him and cause him any night mares after this. Hehe.. Looking back to when CH first found her miracle, it was like two years ago. And now is Chu's turn that she found her Adam. It's happy to see new members joining our gang one by one and I hope members that are joining us can feel the happiness in us too.. It might make me sound old and aunty.. but.. welcome to our world I must say.. A place where we share our laughter and tears.. A place where no one could really understand unless you come in and feel it yourselves.. 5th day of May.. A day to remember.. A day of Mayday.. Hehe.. *Blink*
Merci poure, le triste
Thursday, May 04, 2006
@12:33 AM
I'm so So addicted to [ The Bleach ]. Thanks to CH and now I'm so stuck with it. *Blink*
m.a.i.l.b.o.x
