I've been wondering whether it's me that's moody or there really is something bothering me. Thinking and thinking and thinking doesn't really help in answering the questions in me. I'm drowning in my very own world. A world that no one can really understand me. Can someone just save me? Can you please save me?... I really hate myself when i'm moody. Cause you don't have to say a word but i know what you're thinking. I really hate myself when i'm angry. Cause what i meant is not what you understand. I really hate myself for being who i am now... Cause i care so much til i hurt everyone else. I really felt like running away although i know that it won't help solving problems anyway... I really felt like leaving everything behind and back o the position i used to stay... I really miss the gang that i originate from although i'm truthfully in love with the new gang i have now... So God please.. Please let me think less and appreciate more Talk less and listen more Cry less and smile more Expect less and give more... I'm happy with what i have now. Only that i don't know how to make myself happier out of what i already have.
m.a.i.l.b.o.x
